Tuesday, March 28, 2017
very sorry for your loss,.i been following this tragic and untimely passing of Natalie and her good friend,Derek..its kinda strange how i even came across the bad news..I was in a very bad state of mind and i was thinking of my 2 brothers..and how i missed them so..one of my brothers,.my younger one was born on march 12th..1963.(same day as Natalie)..well..my other brother..my identical twin brother David..died from AIDS in 2003 at age 41..the reason why i bring this up is./..I was caught up with the times..um.your daughter was 16 and i was looking at her video,s..it really hit home..it was beautiful and very painful to watch at the same time..what i mean is...me and my 2 brothers and friend used to smoke trees..and it was nice and innocent..no one thought of violence.or bad things,.when i was watching Natalie,s vids ,,IT BROUGHT TEARS TO MY EYES..if i could go back in time..16 would be the time i would go back to..cause i miss my brothers so much..my other brother..the one born on march 12..i have not seen him in over 3 years..when my moms died..i saw him..and he was selling heroin out the hospital room where my mom died..it was total chaos..um..2 sistrs fighting who will get this and that..my step father(biggest jerk in the world)..asking forgiveness from coma mom..crying..and i was watching all this and thinking,,wtf am i doing here..i was 10 years sober then..i kissed my mom on her forehead and said my prayers and left the room crying..here,s my point in this..i could go on and on and i am so much confusion about why bad things happens..if you look on Natalie,s home page on face book..yull see my take on the matter,,and i really believe its true,,what i think led up to her demise and Dereks..also yull see why i know now why bad things happen to our love ones...well kinda..anyways to the family of NATALIE..she 100 percent no doubt went straight up to heaven her and DEREK...what i like to know is how 2 angels met up with 5 devils,,the media and her friend dont seem to know anything..even how the law found the killers..can you please tell me somehow..please look at my posts on your beloved Natalie home page..,,before i go,,i want to say..i hope one day youll find peace,,.i wasnt for along time after my bro died..i priest said to me..that he will have a hard time at peace,,cause of me hurting so much i did,,so i practiced with..ok he and my est of family is in heaven and ill see them again..i have to believe in this,,or ill lose my mind..god bless you so much..and preserve them video,s that NATALIE took..she has a very cool soul..you really can see your self in her,,i did..and DEREK,S too...I WISH LIFE WASNT SO PAINFUL..this is why we have to pray,..or become prey....sorry i didnt want to say the last part..only because it seems that NATALIE and DEREK became then 5 devils prey..in one of her video,s there is one where this BIG MOUTH is in...the one where he announces he from the LA CRIPS..and basically what he doing is..i believe..he sealed NATALIE,S AND DEREK,S FATE ..he called out the killers..and she had a beef with one girl..some girl who was on chat during video....i am sorry for bringing this up..i was brought up in a tough neighbor hood and the streets taught me to keep my self in check all the time and never bring attention to my self that will harm me and my friends..we kept it low...less cops the better and no problems..Italians i grew up with my family is Sicilian....you can type me if want..in my home page ..tc
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